A new blog, being a mom, and life

Sorry for the lack of posts. I swear it should still be March. March, April and now May have flown by. LOTS have happened.

First I'm starting a new blog to celebrate the new family...in other words I want to fit rylen into the blog name too. So the new blog will be found at: b4weforget.blogspot.com

The name is due to the Berman 4. Hence the b4 and well the rest just sounded good. I will try and post on the new blog soon. I won't be posting on this blog site anymore, but I wont be deleting it either. I like to complicate things.

Other Berman news: Joel got a new job! WE are so so so so excited for this. It is a good career move for Joel and it will hopefully be a much better/enjoyable job for Joel. He will be getting home at least an hour earlier. Which Chase will enjoy and hopefully it will allow Joel some much needed man aka golf time.

I have to admit being a mom of two has been much harder than I ever thought. I knew it was going to be hard. But, I didn't realize how emotionally hard it would be. I feel guilty for not giving Chase as much time as I use to. And I feel guilty about not giving Rylen as much time as I gave Chase. And I still don't feel like I know Rylen as well as I knew Chase at this point in his life....which adds to the guilt as well. I still feel like we are in survival mode, so hopefully it will get better in the months to come. Thankfully I have great family and husband support.

So on to the best part of this blog. The pictures!

My boys:
Rylen at two months:

Chase loves anything to do with tools, construction and building. So Joel scored a "little helper" tool set from Lowes and created a work bench for Chase. Side note: Chase's little helper tool set actually has a nicer hammer and tape measure than our household one. The work bench is just a saw horse with some drywall on it. Joel helped Chase put some nails, screws and bolts on it, for Chase to hit and turn. Here is Chase showing me his new building area:

The all powerful hammer! Aka I am THOR pose.

And my beautiful boy!

People keep asking if Rylen looks like Chase. So here is a side by side comparison. I think if you click on the picture it will make it bigger.

They do look a lot similar. Chase is on the right and Rylen is one the left. Chase is 3 months old and Rylen is 1 month old. Amazing how much bigger Rylen looks!

Well that is about it. I will hopefully get a new post sooner than later. I would like to show off the smiles I have been getting from Rylen.